Monday, December 5, 2011

The one that got away...

I heard a song and thought of you the other day. And haven't been able to stop since. My heart physically hurts thinking about how I messed up. I wish I could take it back.
I miss you. And I hate myself for the way things turned out between us.
And the only person I have to blame is myself... I knew this would happen... I knew that I would end up screwing up with you... Having a guy like you in my life would have been a blessing for me and A.. and it was while it lasted.
I regret pushing you away. And all for some bozo who couldn't care less about me, but that I couldn't get over for some reason. *sigh* It took me some time but I'm finally where I wanted to be when it comes to him. And now it's too late.


So I sit here, wishing that I could take back the months I held you at bay.. I wish I had realized what I had in front of me sooner than this. 

Most of all, I wish you all the happiness in the world because you're one of the mythical good guys fairy tales are truly based on and you deserve it.


Just A Kiss Lyrics
Lyin' here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take this slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight


I know that if we give this a little time
It will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight
Kiss goodnight



This will always be your song...

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